I have been thinking about you since that night and no matter what I just cant stop. You've been running about in my mind the whole fucking time , every single detail and piece of you . All the words we exchanged, the smiles we gave and laughter we all shared. I smiled at all these thoughts but the happiness is wearing off now. I am suddenly struck and I realize I'm so far from you right now. Everything I'm going through I'm going through alone, without you knowing a bit at all. I'm hurting and I don't want to be so attached to you anymore because I am beginning to feel numb and stale towards this whole situation. I miss you , even though there is nothing to miss. I want to see you , even though I just met you. fuck feelings. Because they are the one thing you can't fucking hide.